Someone once told me, you'll be having 桃花运，which mean love luck, this year. Well, it doesn't seem to be a very good thing... Cause you don't really know who's really in love with you, or just seem to want you just for the sake of having a relationship.
Is LOVE, really becoming something really complicated and difficult to comprehend? How am I to know that he is not toying with my feelings? How do I stop giving myself heartaches? Though I try hard to focus on other things, like work, family, friends, etc, it still gets pretty lonely at times.

Found a very suitable theme song for myself for now...
"Love, can't you see I'm alone
Can't you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask
A little kindness in the night

Please don't leave me behind
No , don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask
And that is all

Ooh love , I've been searching so long
I've been searching high and low
A little love is all I ask
A little sadness when you go

Maybe you need a friend
Only please don't let's pretend
A little love is all I ask
And that is all
........"
Part of the song, Ocean Deep by Cliff Richard.

If there's really Venus, or Cupid, I wish.... the special one will fill up this void in my heart soon, and spare me from heartaches...