Just 3 days ago, (Sunday 25th) I attended a very distant relative's son's wedding banquet. Not that I was very keen, but my mom was not able to make it, so between me and my brother, it was decided that I attend on her behalf together with my dad.
This is the first time for me to have a dinner wif some of my uncles and aunties, sitting together at the table, being the youngest. So I had the opportunity to listen to some of the gossips around.
They talked about everything and anything... But something caught my ear.... Its about my grandpa. Well, my mom's dad that is.
He's way above 80 years of age, still pretty strong, though lately having some problems with the intestines. Well, many would have thought that he's very content with his life already... He is already a great-grandpa. To many, he has not live his life in vain... But he still has one worry. His oldest son.
Well, this uncle of mine is a mute. Around 60 years of age. In the past, he's still working in a factory, until the factory has closed down. So currently, he's jobless. Not that they need the money for bread & butter... But my grandpa is concern... Should he pass on one day, who'll take care of him? Since he's jobless, there's nothing he much he can do at home.
Sigh~ no wonder my grandpa looks so aged all of a sudden.
I wonder if there's anyway to help him. Anyone knows of any society (in Singapore) that can help give my uncle something to do?
Do let me know...

Well... other than the gossips and chats, I also thought of many things.. You know, being single and going to a wedding can be pretty upsetting for me. Heheh... Yeah, here i'm lamenting about me being single again. LOL...

Anyway, while at the banquet, I thought about my own future wedding banquet. The most important of all, my wedding should be held at a ballroom of a grand hotel, and not just a restaurant. Afterall, this is just an once in a life-time event, of course it has to be memorable. So time to start saving up and getting on other jobs.

Hmmm.. Seems like I know something more about myself now. Someone who is： 脸皮很薄， 而很爱面子
I really mind how people see me, the impressions that I leave behind. So maybe that's why, I look strong on the outside, but am pretty emotional on the inside? LOL